Post by Deleted on Apr 5, 2013 10:58:57 GMT -5
The following text is a recorded and translated chat between Sebastian and his old friend Adam Bartkowiak (AB)
Entering Speak-Up Chat
06:51 2013-03-30
Login: sj87pl
Password:***********
Password correct.
Welcome Sebastian!
07:06
Adam Bartkowiak wants to talk! Press Enter to continue.
AB: Whazzzzzzzzzzzuuuuuuup!!!
SJ:...why so loud?
AB: Dude, that's only a text...relax...
SJ:...why?
AB: What's wrong with you? Where's the golden angel?
SJ: Dead...I feel that this NAW is killing me...I'm like a useless peace of crap.
AB: Relax and take it easy...
SJ:...but I've been in this state before here in Poland and You saw it first hand! I ran away to USA, cause I thought this will be better for me...and it isn't!!!
AB: You're pushing it too fast. I think You need to relax and focus.
SJ: Relax this, relax that...You know what?
AB:...no, I don't...
SJ: It's all about attitude.
AB:...dude I just said that...You need a goal and a focus.
SJ: You're halfway right. I focus too much at other people and at audience, sacrificing myself without a reason.
AB: But that's the right way! People love you.
SJ: Then tell me one thing: How many titles I had thanks to this love?
AB:...
SJ: Exactly. ZERO!!! I was ripping myself for others in Poland for free, and I'm showing off for people in US for free... I've got enough. Nobody remembers the golden times of Polish IWF, when I was doing everything to keep it alive. I sacrificed myself for nothing...
AB:...I don't know what to say...
SJ: From this moment on I don't care about anything but the championship.
AB: If that's Your final decision...
SJ: I need to do this Adam. I feel empty and unwanted, and that's the only thing that counts for me now: a championship in NAW. It doesn't matter which one.
AB:...then I wish You best of luck. Remember that there are some people here that cheer for You.
SJ: I know...but I wanted to live an american dream...and it's becoming a nightmare... I need to rest...sorry dude...but I need to end... Bye AB.
AB: Bye Chico! Take care!!!
07:44
Disconnected from conversation.
07:45
Logged Out.
Good bye Sebastian!