Post by Ciale Murphy on Jan 17, 2013 22:20:55 GMT -5
During my six months out of the business, I was fighting through alot of stress, My trainers warned me of the drastic change... I will experience when I cut weight. However, look at some of the wrestlers out there today. Torn hamstrings from doing the simplest things. Rupturing discs left and right, constant neck surgeries. Its deplorable. The world of sports entertainment is filled with these over muscled, no functionality, stupid pea-brained idiots exchanging punches and kicks because they can’t do anything else for fear of injury.
Unfortunately for me it took my time away from the sport to realize it. Sure when you maintain it, that 200 pounds is fantastic to look at.
Everyone flexes in the mirror. C’mon. Go ahead I’ll wait…there ya go. Probably felt that bicep too, didn't you. It’s OK. Its in our nature, I’ll let it slide.
Those extra parts don’t come without their perks. What woman is gonna say no to a chest the size of a mac truck and arms that are smuggling softballs at their peaks. No one. That life is great as long as your in it. But for lack of better words, your ####ed if you leave. That’s when the doctor visits start piling up. You start realizing that eating 4000 calories a day while you aren't working only makes you fat, it doesn't fuel your body anymore. When you stop hitting the gym Five days a week and get your body split routines in, you shrink. And all of a sudden that vascular, full bodied physique starts to look a bit more doughy then you remember.
Flexing in the mirror stops being as fun as it used to be.
When you wake up one day, get out of bed and look in that mirror and start noticing the grey hairs, the old pictures on your dresser of that version of you you use when talking about “in my day”, when you start needing to actually say “in my day” in your conversations…it starts to hit you that it might be time for a change.
Why does it need to be the past that people are impressed with? Why not the present. Why can’t people be happy with the version standing right in the mirror right now. That’s when I decided to make something of that person in the mirror.
I looked at those stupid pictures from back in the day. A part of my past I don’t want to get into again. Flexing for pictures. Stupid bleach blonde hair. Stupid pants. Stupid arenas. At one time I thought it was all so cool. Before things got out of control. Before I ran into the wrong people. Before I started the destruction of my life.
Trust me you’ll be hearing a lot about it in the near future. Some of you experienced it in one way or another if you caught it at the right moments. The refresher course will come soon enough.
This isn't about my past though. Not this time. This is about the now. I don’t think anyone would recognize me if they saw me now. And that’s how I like it. A new start. A new life. A new me.
As I continue on my journey, I think about the journey in my career as a wrestler. Just like the many streets in this town, my wrestling life has taken me down many paths in the past. Some of which I'm proud of, and some which I'm not so proud. Either way, I am the perfect version of me everywhere I go. The best of me. I live in a constant state of self-perfection. Another quality that makes me a non-favorite to those around me. Yet, this is something I have to do for myself, and not to please others.
Now, my journey has taken me to the NAW. A fairly new company with a lot of potential, but not a lot of perfection. This is where I come in. A journeyman of self-perfection is just what the NAW needs. I don't need this company, I have been around the world and can go to any place I choose. NAW needs me. They need an unknown wrestler to shock their fans with his wrestling ability..
I am here to fulfill my obligation of cleansing this place of the scum at the bottom of the barrel. The other wrestlers in this place are not deserving of the life that has been handed to them. They take every day as a given right, instead of what it is: a gift. They will soon learn that unless they live their lives with self-perfection, they will never understand how to enjoy the truth of life. NAW will soon find out what I mean.
It’s a new Ciale Murphy. It’s a new day. Get Ready for a new prime superstar to blow up the rankings and take control of N.A.W![/b]
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